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Fri Jun 5, 2009, 6:46 PM
The lack of privacy in my life is really starting to get to me. I guess that's just part of being a teenager,but honestly? Is it really all that important to know what I'm doing every moment of the day?
I would not want to know if I were my parents.
Actually,I'd say do whatever the fuck you want just don't buy anything on ebay or get kidnapped by a 50 year old pedophile.
So,they may not be looking for anything in particular when they enter my room. But they sure as hell find at least one thing each time that interests them.
It's not like I don't notice. It's my room,I spend massive amount of time in here. My computer's in here,my tv's in here,my bed's in here,all my books and drawing things and instruments are in here. I only really need to leave to go to the bathroom,shower,eat,and go to school.
I notice every change in my room. If I didn't do it,I'd know.
I let things go however,because if I confront my mother about why the fuckk she was in my room going through my things,she would bring up what she found. And that would be the end for me. But,if I don't mention anything,no one will ever care. So I don't. But it still bugs the shit out of me. Take for instance last month. My lighter went missing. Hey,I wasn't doing anythinggg with it,it was just sitting there,but it was MINE. And she took it from MY room.
Blah.
Also,she likes to use MY computer. We have another computer that she can use on our living room tv,but she decided that it's a better idea to use mine,without my permission.
And maybe that day I forgot to clear my history.
Oops.

I should at least have one place in my life where I can escape from them. But I don't,and I wont until I move out. And who knows,even then maybe they'll have a keystroke logger on my computer.

I HUNGER FOR FREEDOM.
Sigh,but what's the use in bitching?

  • Mood: Crazy
  • Listening to: The night sounds
  • Reading: Death note
  • Watching: The computerrr

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:iconjodipheonix:
forgot to mention , make a habbit of cleaning out your history etc
after each time you use your pc ... then if you're looking at something
you shouldn't be looking at , she won't find it so easily ;)

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don't grumble
give a whistle
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:iconjodipheonix:
:petting:

only a few more years ...

really , parents I think do it because they want to make sure
their kids aren't doing things they shouldn't be , or into things
they shouldn't be.

hell you've got my curiousity with this , does she know you're lesbian? lol
(sorry to be so personal, but really got me wondering on that...)

and , if my I found a lighter in my sons room I would ask him straight up
if he smoked and if he said no I'd ask why he had it ... just because I want
to make sure he's not being a pyromaniac or something foolishly rediculous that
could lead him into trouble. but thankfully I don't have to worry about that
at this point in time :)

--
When you're chewin' on lifes gristle
don't grumble
give a whistle
and this'll help things turn out for the best
and always look on the bright side of life [link]
:iconkurenaix1234:
Hehe. I'm not a pyromaniac ;D

lol,well yeah my mom knows I'm a lesbian.But she hates it. I'm not aloud to date anyone either so,I have to lie about my life basically.

I try to hide things as well as possible. But it's hard.

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Immobile lights will fly tonight. We'll watch them pass together as we part the rising sky. I won't die without you.
:iconjodipheonix:
didn't think you were a pyro ...
you seem to be too good of a kid really....

atleast she knows you're lesbian , white lies
about havin a girlfriend won't hurt her ; cause
she doesn't know!
but , I do understand what you're trying to say.
it is very hard trying to hide things from parents
sometimes ... like I had a boyfriend when I was
your age and my mother didn't like him yet I
couldn't stay away from him , so .. I hid it from
her

--
When you're chewin' on lifes gristle
don't grumble
give a whistle
and this'll help things turn out for the best
and always look on the bright side of life [link]
:iconkurenaix1234:
Yeah exactly.

I can't let her know,because it would ruin everything. And I love my girlfriend,so that would be bad lol.
Everything is hard when you're a teenager,I don't expect it to get easier for a long time.

--
Immobile lights will fly tonight. We'll watch them pass together as we part the rising sky. I won't die without you.
:iconjodipheonix:
yes it is.

"Teen years are the best years of your life." ... what a load of shit.. :lmao:
teen years are the hardest. all the hormones , mixed with peer pressure , and
pressure from teachers , schoolwork , parents ... is enough to drive anyone
insane.

it doesn't exactly get easier when you get older , but , when you get older
a lot of the stressful pressures lay off , and parents aren't so bad.
heh ... turn 18 - 21 and they can't do anything to change your mind anyway.
because you're an ADULT then :)

--
When you're chewin' on lifes gristle
don't grumble
give a whistle
and this'll help things turn out for the best
and always look on the bright side of life [link]
:iconkurenaix1234:
Hell yeah.
Sigh,it seems so far away.
Two years.

--
Immobile lights will fly tonight. We'll watch them pass together as we part the rising sky. I won't die without you.
:iconjodipheonix:
2 years really isn't all that long.

it seems that way at the moment , because you're eager.
life is like that. but , I'll tell you the same thing I
was once told .. once you hit 20 , life starts to go quick.
I didn't belive him , and now look at me , I'll be 29 in a
few weeks. and really , don't notice how quickly time really
does fly until you have kids .. but , I don't think kids is
something you'll worry about ;)

--
When you're chewin' on lifes gristle
don't grumble
give a whistle
and this'll help things turn out for the best
and always look on the bright side of life [link]
:iconkurenaix1234:
True,very true.
And no haha,I won't have to worry about kids :]
But life will go by too fast I'm assuming,and before I know it I'll be wishing I was a kid again.

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Immobile lights will fly tonight. We'll watch them pass together as we part the rising sky. I won't die without you.
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:iconangelofmisery59:
well u hav ur mind
that is annoying, if u dont mind telling me what was on ur history?
i usually dont notice changes in my room, im barely in there, dont even sleep there, just videogames and yea hope they stop

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